If you're still up, call me when you get this.

Taking things day by day defiantly helps the world of life goes by a bit faster. And then, at night, at the times just like this, where i don't really have the time to be witting in this, i have time to look back and realize what pissed me off ultimately, what made me smile buckets and what i should calm down on.

Also, on a different note, the amount of adorable couples in Montreal are rising each day, and i'm realizing how much i lack a consistant man. A man who lives down the road, in a cute little shit shack, doing something not so much productive, but creative, and i can just run there in the middle of the night, telling him how much i want to kiss him, or i painted him a picture, brought him a song to listen to, or i wasjust bored and wanted to hang out, sorry for barging in.

Mortimer, thats how i've been lately, wanting something consistent, and wanting a ten minute hug. But the ten minute hug thing comes around each month.

In My Best Clothes, This Is When I Need You

I wrote my first song today. It was a collaboration of course. About alcohol, which is funny because I didn't used to drink at all, it used to scare me. I think I relaxed these past two years, it feels like I have completely changed. I dunno if this is necessarily a good thing. Now my brother is suggesting we share his vodka with him before he moves back home and although the idea is nice because that's what siblings should be able to do, at the same time I cannot fathom it going right. I am trying to imagine telling my parents that my responsible, engineer brother bought his underage sister alcoholic beverages.

I just met Laura's WHOLE FAMILY. Seriously, even her grandma was there, I feel like I should be expecting a marriage proposal any day now. (Lauree if you read this I expect you to leave a comment, you know) Anyway it was weird because we stood in the hallway talking for like half an hour and I was thinking that if those were my parents we probably wouldn't have any conversation at all. Because lets face it- my parents are very old-fashioned and a little severe.

I have a french exam tomorrow morning and I'm a little worried because I have no idea what to study... How am I supposed to review for a writing class? It just cannot be done, son